Let it fall..

How am I meant to say goodbye to you..? I feel sick even thinking about it.


Ohhh, I do get myself into some situations!


Does your latest ex piss you off?
Yes, a lot.

What are you listening to?
Watching party paramedics

Who’s in the room with you?
Nobody  

If you saw the last person you kissed kissing someone else, would you care?
Yes

Were you happy last October?
Uhmm, I think the majority of it was happy. 

Was ‘09 a good year for you?
I can’t remember so probably. 

Who was your first text message from for the new year?
I dunno, my phone was cut off.

Do you look decent when you wake up?
Nooo

If there were no letters on the keys on your keyboard could you still type?
Maybe!

Does the feeling of christmas time make you happy?
Last christmas didn’t. 

Ever kissed someone whos name starts with a J, K, or L?
All of the above  

Have you ever had an Oreo with peanut butter?
No

Do you get scared easily?
Yess

Would you rather kiss the last person you kissed or the second last?
The last.

What’s your favorite thing to do with your hair?
I don’t know..

Are you happy?
Hmm

What’s the closest black thing to you?
This laptop

How did you sleep last night?
Kept waking up :( 

Do you have a chair in your room?
No

Thoughts on your love life:
Uhmmm, my boyfriend is at sea, somewhere in the Caribbean and I am in England.

Are you scared of spiders?
Yess

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
Yesss

Did you fall asleep texting anyone last night?
No

Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
Noo

Is there anything stressing you out currently?
The weather, feeling lonely. 

Where’s the last place you went besides your house?
Robert Dyas for a job interview

You’ve taken 50 shots of vodka, what are you doing?
Can I have rum instead?  

What were you doing 12AM last night?
Trying to sleep 

Has anyone ever sang to you?
Yes but not in a serious way

Do you wear your hood on your hoodie?


Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn’t around now?
Yes

Has anyone ever told you that they wanted to be with you forever?
Yes

When was the last time you cried?
A week ago when I left the big V

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
I have done,  a few times.

What was the last thing you read?
this question

Have you ever kissed the last person you text messaged?
No

Last person you threw something at?
No idea

Here’s some weird and personal questions, you down?
Okay 

What are your plans for tomorrow?
Fuck all

Do you drink more apple or orange juice?
Apple

What time did you go to sleep last night?
I don’t even know

Do you like waking up to new texts in the morning?
I like my morning Facebook message :)

Do you think anybody has feelings for you?
Yesss

Are you nice to people you dislike?
I can be civil.

Was this summer a good one?
Last summer was amazing.

Do you have any plans for this weekend?
Not yet no..

Do you want a girl or boy as your first born?
I don’t know..

Do you crack your knuckles?
No, I can’t do it, my ex used to crack my knuckles, I don’t know why.

What color are your bed sheets?
Cream

Coffee or Tea?
Tea

Do you know anyone named Matt?
Yes

Whats the background on your cell?
Me, Elisha and Rachel on our way out in Barbados.

Wearing any bracelets?
My Caribbean one

When were you last outside?
About 10 hours ago.

Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for eachother?
Yess

Do you need someone to cheer you up right now?
No

Do you think things will change in the next 3 months?
I don’t know..

Do you think you’d make a good parent?
Probably

Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?
Yess

Did someone screw you over lately?
Yep

Would you ever get your hips pierced?
Maybe if i was skinny..

If you were given the chance to go to paris, would you go?
Yess

Is there a song that every time you hear it, you think of someone?
There are a few!


Home

I’m exhausted, I’m fed up, I have cabin fever and end of contract blues. 1 month left, which is 2 cruises and it feels like a lifetime. I’m not unappreciative, I know I’m lucky and the experience is what you make of it but I’ve given up completely. I’m drinking constantly and smoking too much, most of my friends have left now.
I miss my friends at home SO much and I miss my family.

My boyfriend is a complete arse.

1 month.



just me xx

just me xx


Me & My cabin mate Nayely x

Me & My cabin mate Nayely x

My going away present <3

My going away present <3


I’m really homesick again today, for the first time in a few weeks, I wish I could pop home for a day or two and then come back. Start work at half 4, just want to stay in bed :(

Ship life makes awkward situations worse due to seeing the same people everywhere.

No disco due to bad behaviour at the last disco, punishment = filipino karaoke twice in one cruise.

Tiff’s sisters got a shit cake in the oven.

Too busy being a sea gypsy to care wha choo gotta say boi.


Internet card running out..

Do not want.

New hair, excuse scruffiness and bags under the eyes. Sleep when you&#8217;re dead guys. 

New hair, excuse scruffiness and bags under the eyes. Sleep when you’re dead guys. 


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